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Lena …three weeks later 

“Take care of your Queen” Kieran had told Rudy when he left with the rest of the pack to handle business somewhere else. He’d be gone for a week. 

It’s been four days and I’ve been crying for three of them. It hurt. It hurt to miss him like this. No amount of masturbating made it feel any better. No orgasm I could give myself could compare to what I really needed. 

The phone rings. 

I sob as I hear Kieran’s voice. 

I don’t even hear what he’s saying as I keep crying. He’s growling and tells me to give the phone to Rudy. 

I’m inconsolable as I listen to Rudy talk to Kieran.

“Youre sure?”

“Kieran I don’t know if-…..no..no Alpha I’m not. Yes Alpha.” Rudy hands the phone to me. 

I take it again. 

“Come home” I cry. 

“I can’t Lena. I’m going to be gone longer than expected.”

That news wrecks me. I’m pleading my with him sobbing as he shushes me. When I can’t stop crying he growls. 

“LISTEN TO ME LENA.” He yells. My bond obeying the command as I choke on the sobs I try to control.  

“Rudy is going to take care of you while

I’m gone.”  He says. 

“I need YOU, I need…you.” I say. Meaning I need him. But I also need him to fuck my brains out and make it stop hurting. 

“No. Lena. I mean he’s going to take CARE of you.”  He says. 

“What?” I ask. Still not grasping it. 

“I’m allowing him to make it stop hurting.” He says softly. 

My brows pinch. 

“I don’t want-“

“Lena. Listen to me. I’m going to be gone longer, at least a month.”

I suck in a breath. My tears spilling and soaking my cheeks. 

“I’m letting Rudy tend to his Queen in my absence. I’m letting you take what you need from him. Because I know how much you’re hurting. And I hate the idea of you on anyone’s mouth or cock but mine. But I hate the idea of you being in pain even more.”

“Kieran” I say. His name a protest. 

“Listen to me. I need you to let him take care of you for me.” He says and I shake my head as I cry. 

“But I-“

“I have to go Lena. I’ll call you again when I can. I love you.” 

The phone goes dead and I just stare it and drop it. 

Rudy is standing there. Looking at me. Like he’s also not sure about this. But I remember the night of the ceremony. How he took four turns on me. How good it felt. How he worshipped me. He wasn’t Kieran. How could another person possibly fulfill any part of the bond and the need for my mate? 

Rudy walks over. Takes my hand and I stand. 

I walk follow him to my own bedroom. Still smelling Kieran on the bed as bends me over it. I listen to the zipper of his pants and the way he flips up the bottom of my sun dress. I hear him groan and feel his cock pushing against my panties. 

“It’s an honor to serve the Alphas Queen. It’s an honor to be chosen by him to see to your needs.” Rudy says and then tugs my panties to the side. 

“It’s an honor….to finally feel you Lena” he says and sinks into me. 

I clench.  The ache subsides just barely. It doesn’t do much, but it helps. I’m full. 

“Lena” he groans as he fucks me slowly. Sinking into me again and again. 

“You make such a beautiful Queen” he groans and grabs my hips and I moan as Rudy goes faster. Harder. Not nearly as hard as Kieran can. Rudy is older, he doesn’t fuck me the way that Kieran got me used to. Punishing thrusts. violent slams into whichever surface he had me on. 

“It’s an honor to serve an ex alphas daughter and the current alphas Queen”

Rudy leans over. Leaving his cock deep inside me as I moan for more. My ass pushing back but he’s already buried inside of me as he brushes my hair. 

“I knew you’d come around, I always knew you were made for wolf cock” he groans and I gasp.

I watch his hands on the bed , turn , hair pushing through skin. Nails turning into claws. Giant paws pushing into the bed. His fur against my ass as his cock swells and I scream. His cock shifts to his bigger wolf form. But it’s not like with Kieran. Where the bond does some kind of fucking magic to allow my pussy to take all off him. 

“Stop!” I manage to scream. Fuck. It hurts. It hurts so fucking bad. I dig into the bed with my nails as his cock expands and choke on a scream as it feels like I’m going to fucking rip. 

He draws back and I suck in a breath. But in the next second it’s gone. Rudy thrusts hard and deep. The pain. Fuck. The pain. 

I pass out. 

When I come to. The paws are hands again and I’m on the floor. My back in a mess of wet cum as Rudy fucks me.  I’m crying. 

“I took care of you.” He groans. “Gave  you what you needed.” 

He’s grunting as he holds my legs back and keeps thrusting into my more than sore pussy. It feels fucking numb. I can barely feel what he’s doing to me. 

“S-stop” I whine as I try to push at his hands on my legs. And try to move. 

“Alphas orders” he growls. 

“To make it hurt more than the pain of missing him.” He groans. 

Kieran wouldn’t say that. Wouldn’t tell him to…yes he would. He would. 

That little voice inside me creeps forward shoving the bond aside. 

And I’m fucking pissed.