Winter
I was pregant. I was married. Married and pregnant. I'd be having his baby. Rowan's baby.
"Leave it on." Rowan growls at me as I start to strip off my dress, my hands dropping and instead going to his clothes that hes already removing, tux jacket on the floor, his hands pulling at his shirt as mine tug at his pants, our mouths kissing again, hungry, so fucking hungry.
We're only just in his bedroom door, he kicks it shut and then grabs me , swinging me into his arm, his pants only dropped, they sag around hips as he lifts me, slamming maybe a bit too fucking hard against his door as his hands grab my dress, pulling, lifting as I hiss from the way my head hit the door, but then im biting his lip, kissing it, biting again and then releasing it as my mouth parts and Rowan's cock drills into me. It hurts, but it's fucking perfect, and it's exactly what I want, what every bit of me needs.
I know that his entire family can hear us, not just because they can hear a pin drop down the street if they wanted to, but because I'm fucking screaming, the door is rattling and Rowan is grunting as practically fucks me up the door. My body being slammed into the wood with each thrust, my back dragging up the door and back down before being jolted upward again by his thrust.
I could do this forever. I could let him fuck me like this till my last fucking breath.
His fangs are out, longer than ever, his eyes on my mouth, my neck, my eyes, my breasts bouncing in the white "Wedding" dress, then back on my eyes as he snarls, fucking me hard, relentlessly.
"do it" I plead, my pussy gripping his fucking cock as he pounds me into the fucking door with each thrust.
"i'll fucking drain you" he growls.
"then you can turn me" I moan and he growls even louder, snarling at me.
"nice try Winter" he snarls and fucks me faster, an unnatural pace that has me at a loss for words, a loss for thought, nothing but the way his cock fills me so fast that it barely feels like it leaves me at all, has me gasping, my head hitting the door as I throw it back. Not even caring Im probably going to end up with a goose egg on the back of my head by the time we're done.
"I'll never fucking turn you EVER" he growls.
I cry, his thrusts slowing, but he's not slow at all, its a more natural pace again, but still so fucking fast, so hard and deep.
"if you..love me...you will" i breathe and he growls and and lifts me, his cock sliding out of me and then he walks to his bed and sits with me on his lap and I grab his face and kiss him as I ride him, my hips are fucking greedy and desperate, my pussy is fucking begging for more as it soaks his dick and moves up and down on it. His hands bunch in my hair and then slide down my back and he bunches them in my dress then grab my ass and pulls my dress up, sliding his hands under the fabric so he grab my bare ass instead.
"I wont..because i love you" he argues and I bite his fucking lip and he growls and grabs my ass harder.
"i want you forever" I pant. "dont you want me forever?" I moan.
"Of course i fucking do" he growls and then throws me onto my back and slams into me, the head board slams into the wall as I scream , his hands grab the front of my dress and pull, it splits down the middle, my breasts bouncing as she slides his hands into the split fabirc and grabs my waist, the dress split down to my hips. He lifts my hips to his level as he fucks me harder, my eyes rolling back, back arched as he makes me his.
"you deserve a normal life, the life you werent meant to have" he growls as he drops my hips then leans over, bracing his hands on the bed as my body is fucked into mattress, and up it, my hands lifting pushing against the headboard, my arms barely able to brace myself as he makes love to me harder and harder. My throat already sore from my screaming, my voice cracking as I keep screaming. It didnt matter how much it hurt, I've never wanted anything as much as I want him, want this.
"im..meant...to live...my life...with you...." I cry, needing him to understand, needing him to get over himself and give me what I want.
"you will..you'll live your entire life with me" he groans, slowing and dips his head down.
"just not an immortal one" he says and kisses me.
I push him, but he doesnt budge , his mouth on mine, his hand on my jaw as I fight to argue with him. But his hold doesnt allow me to turn my head, doesnt allow me to speak with the bruising kiss he's giving me.
When he thinks he's kissed me into submission he pulls his mouth from mine, lifts up and I raise my hand to smack him, his hand is obviously faster.
"you dont get to slap me for loving you" he says, and slams my wrists over my head and fucks me deeper, thrusting violently.
My hips buck and my pussy grip his dick as I growl at him.
"so i die...and then what?!" I cry. He frowns and slows.
"I die and then you find another human to make her fall in love with you!?"
"you just get to fuck your baby into me, marry me and let me fucking die!? FUCK YOU ROWAN" I hiss.
"I will NEVER...love anyone but you." He says.
"bullshit, fuck you, get off me!" I cry, even as my body begs me to just shut up and fuck my husband.
He thrusts into me.
"I said..get..off" I moan as he keeps going, slowly, gently, and the thrusts have my anger fucking fading, and the need taking over
"stop...it" i moan.
He says nothing, just fucks me slow as the feeling of him filling me over and over calms me, as if his dick is doing it's own sort of mind control. But I know it's just me, him, needing him.
" I'll never love anyone but you Winter....not in a million years.....however long I live....it will only ever be you.....i chose you....i love YOU.....YOU are mine...YOU will always BE mine....in your life....or in death......my heart may not beat....but it will always fucking belong to only YOU....for the rest of your life....for the rest of mine.......and in whatever comes after...it belongs to you Winter" he says, kissing me between each little bit of the words that have me crying as he makes love to me.
"it's not fair" I cry.
"The only way to make you understand...is the very thing I dont want to do....if you were a vampire....if you were me....you'd understand why I dont want to turn you....i'd never curse you with this "
"i've been selfish enough with you already.....i wont cross that line Winter....not ever." he says as I cry and he kisses my cheek as his cock slides deep and he rests inside me.
"Please dont be mad at me....I love you....so much" he whispers.
"the only thing thats makes you selfish now...is not giving me the choice....forcing me to know i could have a hundred lifetimes with you, but you'll only allow me one...THAT ...is selfish" I say and push at him, this time he lets me, he slides out of me and lets me roll over, away from him. I tuck my hands under my cheeks. Tears flowing as I feel him lay down behind me and he gives me a few moments, before sliding closer and wrapping his arm around me, spooning me and kissing my shoulder.
"this should be the happiest day of my life..." I say and feel him hold me tighter.
"why does it feel like one of the worst?" I cry.
"please ..just...love me enough to keep me Rowan....i need you to love me as much as I love you....because being with you wouldnt be a curse.....i just want to be with you.....with our child..." I sniffle.
He rubs my arm. Says nothing. I close my eyes and keep crying.
"I know you dont understand" he whispers.
"You're right, i dont" I say and then move my shoulder away.
"Im tired." I lie.
"Winter.." he says.
"i dont want to talk about it, just leave me alone" I sniffle.
"Can I at least hold you?" he asks, already holding me.
I nod. Because my sadness was strong enough to outweigh my need for sex with him, but not enough to outweight my deeper need, of just him in general.
"come here" he whispers, wanting me turn, and I do. He pulls me tighter against him and I slide my arm around him.
"im sorry this is one the worst days of your life" he whispers.I lift my head, my lip trembling.
"I didnt mean it" I say and he nudges my nose with his.
"I know what you meant....and thats why im sorry" he says gently and lifts his hand to my cheek, brushing his knuckles on it as his eyes look into mine.
"everyday spent with you...will be the best day of my life" i say and he smiles softly.
"glad to hear it ...because i feel the exact same way" he says and then gently takes my chin and lifts it, then presses a kiss to my mouth that ignites me all over again.
His mouth works mine slowly, gently and the fire of my need burns through me, and has me moving, gently pushing at his shoulder, laying him on his back as I slip onto him.
"i changed my mind....i dont want you to leave me alone" I whisper and kiss him, and then his jaw, down his neck.
"No?" he asks and I shake my head.
"you promised to make love to me till morning" i remind him as I lift my head and look at him, he smiles and nods.
"i did" he says.
"do that please" i say as I lift up and grab my dress and lift it, pulling it off, his hands on my thighs as he watches me drop my dress and then reach down, and stroke his cock as I line myself up.
"you sure?" he asks and I nod. Pretty sure that I'll have another breakdown at some point. But needing him too much to punish myself for what he wont give me.
"yes" i answer as I sink down onto his cock and he groans.
"let's break this bed Rowan" i moan and he groans deeper, grabbing my hips.
"Not sure you can handle that yet love" he groans.
"not sure you know who you married Rowan" I say and then place my hands on his chest and grind on his dick.
"is that right?" he smiles at me.
"i might not be able to fuck like a vampire Rowan....but i know how to fuck one" I moan as move faster.
"one of the reasons i married you" he grins.
"fuck you" I moan as i ride faster.
"you sure are love" he grins. he lifts his hands, tucking them behind his head as he smiles up at me as I bounce on his cock, my tits bouncing as I moan, he groans as he watches me.
"god you're such an asshole, fuck me" i whine
"not done watching you ride me love" he says.
"fuck me" I moan louder. "god damnit Rowan, fuck me!"
He groans and watches as I throw my head back and ride him as hard as fucking can.
"Rowan!" I scream. "FUCK ME!"
He chuckles as he groans and his hands slide from behind his head and he reaches one to my neck and the other to my waist and I groan.
"yesss" i hiss. "Fuck me"
"hold on tight love" he groans.