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Winter Windsor 

Two hours later ,after laying in bed unmoving, my hand on my stomach, I get out of bed and take one of the longest showers I’ve ever taken. A complete shower, shaving everything that needs to be shaved. 

I call my sister to my room as I get dressed. And I tell her everything. Every single thing. She sits in stunned silence as I do my makeup. And do my hair. 

“Jesus” is all she can say. 

“What are you going to do?” She asks me as I stand and walk to my closet. 

I pull on one of the hangers taking the dress I want and walking back into my bedroom and her eyes go to the dress. The color of it is answer enough. 

It’s a plain white dress. Capped sleeves with slight frills , with a ruched torso that cinches in the middle and makes it form fitting to my chest and torso with the light drill lining the neck line , the rest of the dress falls loose to slightly below my knees , the hem decorated with the same light frill.  It’s cheap and made of linen but it’s the only all white dress I own. 

“Are you sure?” She asks me and I look at the dress. 

“I hate him right now.” I say and shake my head. So angry with him for making me make this decision. For denying me the right to turn. I would fight for that later. Because the idea of Rowan and our child being able to live a life without me? How fucking unfair. I was already leaning towards telling Demetria that I wanted to be turned before the whole claiming thing happened. But now only he could turn me. And I’d be fucking damned if he got to make another fucking choice for me that I didn’t want. 

Did I want to be a mother ? Yes. Did I want to be a mother NOW? No. But there wasn’t any other option. I wouldn’t lose my only chance to be a mother. And as mad as I was at Rowan, I wouldn’t take his only chance to be a father from him. 

“I hate him right now.” I repeat myself. 

“But you love him too.” Willa says softly and tears fall down my face and I nod silently. 

“I do.” I sniffle and she stands and takes me in her arms. 

“I support whatever you do, and for what’s it’s worth, I hate him right now too, but I want you to be happy, and I think….i think in this circumstance , you’re making the best decision for your happiness.” She says and squeezes me tight. 

“I love you. So much Win” she whispers. 

“I love you too” I sniffle and hug my sister tighter.  

“Marry him. Then give him hell. Yeah?” She asks as she pulls back and force a little laugh through my tears and nod.  

“Will you….come with me?” I ask. 

“Umm. Yea. You don’t even have to ask. And you couldn’t STOP me from going with you” she says and I smile. 

“Youre the best sister ever.” I sniffle and she smiles and we both look down as Baby Rowan whirls between our feet and against our egos meowing. 

“You can come too.” I say and Willa laughs. 

———

When I call the Delmirius house , it’s Gideon that answers. 

“Hello?” He answers. 

“Have the arrangements made and Tell my husband to be ready to marry me in an hour.” I say and hang up the phone. 

Willa smirks.  

“Okay that was kind of hot and very boss bitch of you.” She smiles. 

“Do not call me a boss bitch ever again.” I say and she snorts with a laugh. 

“Yes ma’am” she says. 

——

An hour later I’m walking with Willa up to the house. 

“Hi” she says quietly as Jagger opens the door and he smiles politely. 

“Hello Willa…” and he looks at me as she moves aside. His eyes fall over me and he smiles. “Winter.” He nods and steps aside and I  step in with the kitten held to my chest. 

“Do I look okay?” I hear Rowan’s voice in the other room, sounding nervous. 

“You look like you always do. But you’re wearing a tux.” One of the women say and he grumbles. 

“You look great.” I hear Gideon offer. 

“What if she changes her mind?” I hear Rowan whisper. 

“She won’t.” I say stepping into the room

Everyone’s head turning. My eyes finding the ones that I’ll be looking into for the rest of my life. And it better be a fucking immortal one if he knows what’s good for him. 

His eyes are everywhere all at once. His feet moving slowly as he walks over to me. There’s a woman I don’t know who I assume will do the whole wedding speech and be the one marrying us. She’s a vampire. The only reason I know this is because she’s impossibly beautiful. 

“Winter.” Rowan says my name as my eyes fall over him. He looks….devastatingly handsome. And in that moment it’s hard to hate him. 

“I’m sorry for hitting you.” I say. 

“I deserved it.” He says with a soft breath and shakes his head. 

“You did.” I agree. “But I still shouldn’t have done it.” I say and he reaches up and his hands slip along my arms to my shoulders. His eyes falling down over me. He smiles softly at the kitten. 

“Hello Lucifer” he says quietly. 

“His name is Baby Rowan.” I remind him and I hear several stifled laughs and chuckles as Rowan smirks slightly. 

“If you say so.” He says softly and his hands cup my face. 

“I’m so sorry.” He says and I know he means it. But it doesn’t take away what he did.  

“I know. But I don’t forgive you.” I say and watch his face fall. 

“But I love you.” I say. His eyes lift back to mine. 

“I’m going to be mad for a long time.” I say. “And I hate you right now” I say and he winces and his face falls again. 

“But I meant what I said before you told me everything….i could never not love you.” I say and he swallows. 

“Promise?” He asks. 

I nod. “Promise.” 

“I love you.” He says and kisses me softly. 

“Save it for the kiss the bride bit” Jagger teases him and Rowan pulls back and smiles at me. 

“Will you marry me Winter?” He asks and I roll my eyes. 

“Kinda why I’m here Rowan.” I say. 

“I’m sorry I took away the proposal, and didn’t get to do it right. I’m sorry you’re being forced to-“

“Nobody is forcing me to marry you. I want this. I want you. I want a life with you. A very. Very. Long. Life. Rowan.” I say and purse my lips. 

“Let’s discuss that part at another time.” Demetria says and I just narrow my eyes at Rowan. Letting him know without words that I fully expect him to turn me. 

“Alright. Places everyone.” The woman I don’t know says. And Rowan scoops Baby Rowan from my hands and hands him to Willa and she smiles and takes the kitten and Rowan takes my hand and walks me into the family room.  

There’s candelabras lit everywhere and the chandelier overhead isn’t lights , but also several candlesticks melting wax down their sides as Rowan and I step before the woman. 

I turn and face Rowan. 

“You are so beautiful.” He mouths to me as the woman starts to speak and I blush slightly. His lips turning up slightly. 

“You are too.” I mouth and still want to hate him , I want to hate him so fucking much but the longer I look at him, and have him looking at me , makes it impossible in the moment to hate him at all. 

“I love you.” I mouth and he smiles with his teeth. 

“I love you too.” He mouths. 

We just stare at one another.  I hear nothing other than the beating of my heart. Knowing I’m willing to give up that beating heart to die and then be brought back to “life” by the man in front of me. 

“Your hand Rowan” the woman says.

“Rowan , your hand please” she says but I don’t hear her. Not really. Neither does Rowan. His eyes are on mine and he’s smiling at me. 

“So beautiful” he mouths. 

“Rowan.” Gideon’s voice is the one to break our little bubble and Rowan turns his head to Gideon who clears his throat and nods to the woman in front of us. 

Rowan looks to her and she holding up a black shiny spindle. It’s thick at the base tapering to a needle like point around the end. 

“Oh. Right .” He says and turns slightly and offers his hand to her. His other one still holding mine. 

I watch him press the tip of his finger to it. And he holds it as his blood drops down the spindle. A moment later she gently lowers it and he removes his hand and holds

His bleeding finger out. I should’ve known blood would be involved in a marriage to a vampire. 

She holds the spindle out to me. 

“And the blood of your true love.” She says and I look at him while raising my hand and he nods letting me know I’m supposed to the same as him. 

I hiss as it pricks my ring finger and my blood drips down. And I watch the drops of his blood and mine move unnaturally , swirling around the spindle. Meeting and mixing and spreading over the entire spindle.

She lowers the spindle and holds it to the flame of one of the candles burning beside her and I watch the spindle go up in flames and burn a bright red. 

Rowan lifts his finger to my lips and I part my mouth slightly as he draws his finger over my lower lip and across the top and I feel my tongue lick over my lips. 

“Not yet love” he smirks and recipes his finger over my lower lip and I breathe hard as I tuck my tongue back inside my mouth. My mouth watering to taste him. His fangs snap and I whimper. 

“Keep it your pants brother” Jagger says and Gideon Elbows him hard making him let out an “oof”

“My turn.” Rowan says and takes my hand and guides it to his mouth and draw my fingertip over his lips.  Watching my finger bleed more than normal and coat his lips entirely and then the flame on the spindle burns a darker red and the woman says something in their vampiric tongue and Rowan’s fangs grow longer as I bite my tongue to keep from licking my lips. 

“You may now kiss your life’s love” are the words I hear and before I can even reach for him Rowan hands are in my hair. Messying my updo as his fingers clench in my hair and his mouth crashes over mine and I moan loudly as my tongue darts out and licks my lips and his and he snarls and bites my lip hard , drawing blood and I moan as I hiss and Rowan sucks my lower lip and his hand drops down my back grabbing my ass. His hand clenching the fabric of my dress as he growls and then his mouth is dragging from my lips to my neck and my eyes roll as his fangs sink into my neck and I grab onto him tight. My hand in his hair and my head falls to the side as he drinks from me.

Hate Rowan? How could I hate Rowan? The thought seems silly right now. Seems impossible. 

“Fuck” I cry as I I feel my clit throb and my pussy clench hard around nothing and his fangs dig deeper and I cry loudly. 

“Oh fuck, yes ,yes” I moan as he continues to drink from me and he growls. 

I gasp on the edge of doing something really fucking embarrassing in front of everyone here. 

“Take your fangs out of her neck.” Gideon growls. 

“Fuck, Rowan” I whimper and gasp as his fangs retracts and his tongue licks over his bite and I feel my skin close. 

“Are we done?” I pant as I stand there. Noticing I’m not standing at all but I’m fucking melted into him. Unable to stand and legs trembling ok the edge of an orgasm that’s ebbing away slowly with his fangs now out of my neck. 

He grins. 

“We’re done” he says. 

“I’m…I’m your wife” I breathe rapidly. 

“You’re my everything” he says and I whimper. 

“Damn” my sister Willa breathes and Jagger chuckles. 

“That was….hot” Willa exhales and I don’t even look to my sister and Rowan doesn’t look to anyone else but me. 

“If you’re not too mad at me right now, I’d like to take you upstairs for the rest of the night”

“Yes” I exhale and nod. 

“Yes. Do that. Please” I pant. 

Rowan smirks and looks to the woman who just married us and then the rest of the room. 

“Thank you all for coming.” He says and looks at Willa. 

“Yup. Uh huh. You’re welcome” Willa says. 

I look to her. 

“Are you good?” I ask and she nods and blinks. 

“Oh yeah. Yup” she nods and I smile and then yelp as Rowan scoops me up in his arms. 

“Be careful.” Gideon warns. 

“I will.” He says and then is being me upstairs to his room. 

“Dont be too careful Rowan” I whisper as I kiss his neck and he groans. 

“No more biting tonight Mrs Delmirius” he says and I moan  

“Say it again” I beg with a whine as he opens his door then steps in and kicks it shut. 

“Mrs Delmirius” his voice purrs as he carries  me to the bed.

He lays me down and licks his lips. His fangs snapping back out and I moan as i writhe, pulling my dress up and pushing my panties down as he undresses in record time. 

“You still mad?” He asks as he gets in the bed and slips himself over me and rests his hips between my legs as he nudges his cock against my cunt. 

“Not right now I’m not” I say and he groans. 

“I’m going to make love to you all night Winter” he says and I moan and nod. 

“Yes” I answer and my hips lift , beckoning him to give me what I need. 

“I love you” he groans. 

“I love you too” I moan in answer. 

“Youre mine. Forever.” He says. 

“Forever” I nod. 

“Make love to me” I whimper. “Please Rowan, please”