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Winter

When I wake up, it’s night , the drapes are drawn and I can see snowflakes falling outside the window. I can feel Rowan behind me , arm wrapped around me. I watch the snow globe world outside his window and listen to the silence. The only sound is my breath and slow breathing. 

“Are you still tired?” His voice is soft and low and I feel the affect of his voice shoot through me. I moan softly. 

“None of that.” He whispers. 

“Will it always feel like this?” I ask as I try to fight how insanely turned on I am , how desperate and needy I am. 

“Feel like what?” He asks softly and then gently strokes my hair and kisses my shoulder and I shiver at the touch oh his lips on my skin. His mouth so close to my neck, his teeth, his fangs so close to my pulse and he seems to notice the increase in my heartbeat and groans and drags his nose along my neck. 

“The need” I breathe and he hums. 

“It won’t always be so strong…when I ….”he groans softly. “When I bite you , it intensifies it….and my venom lingers in your veins for quite some time…you won’t need me as much if you let the venom cycle out” he says and I whimper. 

“I don’t think that’s true” I breathe and he hums and places a kiss on my neck and his tongue drags over the beating pulse. 

“Well it is” he says and I push my ass back and moan when my butt finds his lap and I feel him rock hard and I gasp at the sound of his fangs snapping into place. 

I shake my head. “It’s not….ive always needed you Rowan…so bad” I breathe faster as his fangs skim my neck and I let out a soft cry and my breath hitches as they drag on my skin and my pulse quickens even more as every bit of me burns for him to sink his fangs into me. To drink me again. 

“Is that right?” He whispers on my ear and I nod with a whimper. 

“Yes” I answer breathless and anticipating his bite. Wanting it. Needing it. My body moving and writhing slightly as I wordlessly beg for him to sink them in my skin. My head tilting to the pillow and exposing more of my neck as I moan his name softly. 

“What are you doing?” He growls quietly and I moan. 

“Letting you bite me” I exhale and my cunt throbs and I gasp as his mouth closes up very my pulse and I exhale hard when only his tongue touches my skin and laps at my pulsing vein. 

“Just a little bit” I moan. 

“No” he mutters and skirts his fangs on my skin and I moan louder. 

“You stopped last time, you can do it again” 

“You over estimate my control with you Winter” he groans and then slides his hand over my arm and around me, my arm moving and lifting over his and his hand slides up my stomach and to my breasts. My hand lifting and reaching behind me , slipping my fingers through his hair. 

“Taste me” I practically whine as he groans while rubbing his hands over my breasts and grabbing the one nearest the bed and he squeezes it firmly. 

“Reckless little human” he groans and pinches my nipple hard and I hiss and my back arches and my ass pushing back against him. 

“Please, fuck me” I pant. I’ve never needed sex the way that I do after having experienced it with Rowan. I’ve never needed to be filled and fucked by someone so badly before. It feels hard to breathe with him this close and his skin against mine and not having him inside of me. 

“That I can do” he says and then his hand on my breast slips away and between our bodies. 

“Lift your leg , beautiful” he whispers and my leg lifts slightly and Rowan sinks into me with a low groan and I immediately clench around his cock. As if my muscles could permanently trap him inside of me. 

“I’m so wet” I moan as I feel the ease of his cock slipping inside of me, his arm curling under my leg and holding it up as he fucks me slowly.

“So fucking wet Winter” he agrees with a groan. 

“Deeper Rowan” I moan impatiently. I couldn’t help it. What he was doing was perfect but my body craved more, craved all of him. 

“No, just like this, you’re getting fucked just like this, slow, and soft, you’re going to get fucked just like this till your perfect cunt soaks your thigh and drips to the bed” he groans and I feel my pussy grip him harder and he groans. 

“Don’t do that” he growls. 

“I want you deeper” I whine in protest. 

“I’m as deep as I can get inside of you” he says. 

“Harder” I pant and he groans. 

“Winter” he says my name like a warning. 

“I’m yours, fuck me harder” I beg. “Please Rowan” I nearly cry and he groans into my ear and his hips push into me with more force. His cock driving harder , hitting deep with more pressure against the deepest part of me, making me cry out. 

“Yes!” I nearly scream and he groans loudly in my ear. Another hard thrust hits me deep and my eyes roll back. 

“Oh fuck yes, yes, just like that Rowan, more, give it to me, please don’t stop” I moan and I couldn’t stop begging for it even if I tried. I need him more than the breaths that were currently panting from my lungs as he keeps his pace and keeps fucking me just as hard. 

“Harder!” I cry and he hisses and groans loudly and his hips slap into me harder and his dick drives into me with such force that it knocks the air out of me and I scream when my breath finally catches. 

“It’s yours! I’m yours!” I cry. And he grunts and throws my leg to the bed and pushes my hip down so I’m flat on my stomach and then moves over me and plunges into me and I feel my ass bounce with the slap of his hips against it. The sounds filling the room are throwing fuel to the fire that’s burning inside of me. 

Rowan grunts as he pushes his hands to the bed to brace himself and keeps thrusting into me. The angle has his cock hitting me in a way that feels too good, and hurts even better. 

“Oh fuck, fuck me Rowan, I belong to you” I moan as I pant and go to push up and his hand moves from the bed and pushes my head down. 

I moan louder and he holds me in place and groans and my cheek is pressed to the bed, my hands grasping at the sheets , stretching up to the pillows , snatching them in my fists as he keeps going. 

“It’s yours” I cry. “It’s yours Rowan”

“Fuck, tell me again” he growls.

“It’s yours!” I cry and he grunts and goes faster now. Still going hard and my breath catches as I tries to catch up, trying to steal breaths when I can. It’s so fast. Too fast and I can’t breathe at all. I’m being suffocated by my inability to draw a breath. 

His pace is unnatural. It’s merciless and relentless. 

“Row-“ I choke on his name , unable to get it out. He thrusts harder and I choke on the pain and make a sound of struggling to breathe as I try to push myself away, my face turning red and I can feel it as my eyes water. 

“ROWAN!” A voice booms and Rowan stops and snarls and then he’s gone. My body spasms as I gasp hard and choke on a too big lungful of air. Coughing as I hear a crashing noise and another. I’m naked and coughing and gagging and feel like I’m going to puke from how hard my body is trying to capture enough oxygen. 

“Oh for devils sake!!!” A female voice yells and then there’s more yelling and I finally don’t feel like I’m going to suffocate as I snatch up the covers and look around the room in the dark and see someone pinning Rowan to the wall , and arm to his neck. 

“LET HIM GO!” I shriek. My blurry vision coming back to me as I see Magnus, his brother is the one holding him in place. 

“QUIET!” He snarls over his shoulder at me and I listen to Rowan snarl at his brother. 

“YOU DONT..TALK TO HER…LIKE THAT” he chokes out as his brother seems to crush his windpipe. 

“I think the human can handle a bit of yelling more than she can handle the way you seem to want to fuck her to death” Magnus growls. 

He releases his arm from Rowan’s throat and and then hisses as he shoves him by the shoulders into the wall. Rowan steps to him with his fangs retracted and looks like he’s ready to tear him to shreds. 

Elena, Magnus’s wife grabs Magnus by the arm. 

“Out!” She hisses at him and her husband grumbles and shoots a look at me. 

“We’re done saving your little fucking pet” Magnus hisses. Talking to Rowan, but looking at me. 

“You know what happens if he kills you?” He snarls at me. 

“Enough Magnus!” Elena scolds her husband. 

“You both die.” His fangs snaps. 

“Your vamp dick fetish is going to get you killed   Little girl” he snaps his fangs again and the grow longer as I just sit there wide eyed. 

“Get fuck out!” Rowan hisses and I swallow hard. Just clutching the covers to me. 

“He kills you. They kill him. They fucking stake him. He kills you and decides to turn you? You both still fucking die. So keep your fucking legs closed” he snarls. 

“Magnus!” Elena slaps him. And he snarls at her , whipping his head to her and hissing. 

She glared at him. Probably the only person NOT intimidated by him. 

“Let’s. Go.” She snaps and I watch her fangs snap and they grow nearly twice the size of his and he snarls at her. But with no surprise he glares at me. One more time. Then at Rowan who looks ready to still attack him. 

“Youre a fucking disgrace” Magnus snaps. 

“Magnus!” Elena yells and Rowan charges. Faster than I can register and Magnus already has him by the throat. 

“You’d choose a HUMAN , over your own family?” Magnus snarls as more of the family filters in and looks at the brothers. Rowan is off his toes. 

“Without a second thought” Rowan’s words come out broken by the hand around his neck and Magnus drops him and says nothing and Rowan grabs his neck and flicks his fangs and scowls at the horrified faces in the room. My jaw hanging open. Ready for all of them to murder me right here and now to solve their problems. 

“Get out” he snarls at them. 

“I think she should leave Rowan.” Demetria , Rowan’s sister says as gently as possible and his head whips to her. 

“Not permanently Rowan, just for now, we need to talk, all of us , as a family” she says gently and walks over to him and cups his cheeks. Daring to touch him and she gently strokes his cheeks. As he looks at her and I can’t see the look on his face but she nods as if they’re having some kind of secret conversation , speaking to each other through their minds. Can they even do that?

“I know” she says softly and leans in and kisses his cheek. “I know” she says without saying anything else and then looks at me. Rowan hangs his head. 

“Winter, I’ll take you home.” She says gently. 

“Okay” I say without protest. Not quite understanding what’s going on. But too scared to question a fucking vampire that’s not Rowan. 

“Rowan?” I ask my voice shaky and he groans and looks at me. 

“You need to go.” He says. “I’ll call you soon.” 

I chew my lip and nod. 

“Okay.” I say and sit there. Embarrassed that everyone is in the room. 

Rowan is ushered out by him family and Demetria stays behind. 

“I um. Just need to get dressed.” I say. 

She nods. “I’ll be right outside the door.”

A few minutes later as tears build in my eyes I open the door to find Demetria waiting. 

“I’m sorry” I say. Genuinely meaning it and she smirks softly. 

“It’s not your fault.” She says and tilts her head toward the end of the hall. 

“Let’s get you home Winter” she says and turns and I follow her. The house is silent and I wonder where they all are. 

As she walks me across the street in the dead of night and we reach my doorstep. 

“How…when…should I….what can I….” I start over and over again unsure of what to say. 

“Give him a few days. If you love him you’ll let the venom run its course. Neither of you can control yourselves , and it’s no fault of yours Winter. Ignore Magnus, he’s wretched about human and vampires. But he’s not wrong. Rowan can’t control himself right now. It’s safest for both of you and best if we let the venom at least run out before you two attempt to see each other again.” She says and feel a cavern in my chest open up. 

If I love him? Did I love him? Yes. The answer comes easily. 

“Days?” I ask with sadness and that cavern opening wider. 

“A week at least.”

“A week?!” I nearly sob. Why was I so emotional. It was just a week. I’d gone two years pining for him in secret. 

“It seems long, but once the venom eases out of your system it won’t be so difficult” she says calmly and grabs my shoulders. 

“You should spend this week thinking about a few things Winter.” She says and I nod. 

“Okay” I say and she smiles softy and drops her hands. 

“I know for you it’s a lot to consider , but you need to decide soon if you want a life with my brother.”

“I do” I say quickly and she holds up her hand and shakes her head. 

“Not your kind of life Winter….an immortal one.” She says and I suck in a breath. 

“But I….”

“The safest way for you two to continue would be to file an approval for Rowan to turn you. If he accidentally drains you. I know my brother. He will turn you. 

“Even without the venom in you, you both are very….intense with one another” she says and I would blush if it weren’t for the thought at the forefront of my mind. A vampire? Me? No. I didn’t want that. But I also didn’t want a life without Rowan. 

“He doesn’t want to hurt you, but he will Winter. And if he does. Your family will lose you. And ours will lose Rowan. The only way to make sure that doesn’t happen, the safest way to ensure you get a life together…would be for him to turn you.” She says. 

I just blink. 

“Think about it. Really think about it. Because I will not lose my brother. None of us will. And we’ll do what’s needed to keep him safe.”

“You’d kill..me?” I ask nervously and she smiles.

“No Winter. But we’d need to take the precautions necessary to separate him from you.”

“What?” I ask as the cavern stretches into a massive hole. 

“I will not see my brother staked for love.” She says. 

“None of us will.” 

“We’d have a witch clear his memory of you. And yours of him.” 

“No!” I shake my head. Tears streaming down my cheeks. “No!” I say again and she looks me in the eyes. I feel a buzzing inside of me and I realize what she’s doing. Her eyes willing me to calm down. My pulse settles and my tears halt and I stand there.

“Think about what you’d like to do going forward.” She says and I just not silently. 

“I’ll be in touch.” She says softy and turns. 

And I feel something else. Not just the calm she hypnotized me with. But a command. 

To stay away from Rowan.