Winter Windsor
My sister Willa sits across from me at the kitchen table, built into a little nook with benches, sipping her coffee as I sit there in black joggers and a black hoodie, both several sizes too big for me.
"Don't." I say with a grumble after just sitting down. It was almost noon, and I'd woken with an urgency to get the fuck out of that house. That...that house where I almost died. My sister would lose that "i told you so" smirk if I dared tell her what happened, other than sex she had on her mind.
I'm sure that Rowan heard me wake up, felt it, but he didn't move or stop me from leaving. Thank goodness.
"I didn't say anything." she says with a bright eyes and a devilish smirk as she sat there waiting for me to spill my guts.
I tell her about the kitten, how Rowan had found me crying in the middle of the street, how he'd called on Madame Vale to save it. She waits patiently as I stop my story, taking a sip of the coffee I stole from her fresh pot.
"And thennnnn" she drawls out the last syllable of her annoying nosy little push.
"And then..." I say with a sigh and gesture a downward hand at myself.
She squeals with delight.
"I knew it! I so knew it! Oh my god! Do you know what this means!?" she squeals.
I wince at the pitch of her voice, it was much too high for having just woken up. I decide to keep my sarcasm to myself, spilling that yes, I do know what it means, that the hottest man in the world took me to bed, and against the fucking wall, and then almost made you an only child to our family. But I say none of that I just sip my coffee.
"You're dating the worlds most elligible vampire!" She squeaks.
I almost spit out my hot coffee. I wipe my mouth with the end of his hoodies sleeve.
"We are NOT dating." I say.
She rolls her eyes. "Okay, well maybe not YET officialllyyyyyy" she sings songs and wiggles in her seat like an excited puppy.
I let out a huff of a laugh. "Not yet, not ever." I say and she turns her excited smile into a pout.
"Why must you be so negative, WHAT is so wrong with a hot as fuck vampire wanting you?!" she slaps a hand on the table and I cock a brow at her little tantrum.
"Then YOU date him." I say and sigh and sit back, leaning my head against the wall of the little nook.
"Uhhhhh i WOULD, if he didn't have a raging vampire boner for my sister!" she says and I laugh at her and shake my head.
"He can hear you , you know that right? He's probably fucking listening to you right now be absolutely ridiculous." I tell her and she seems to think about it for a second.
"Whatever, you just want to avoid the conversation." Willa argues.
"There is no conversation to avoid, because this conversation is over." I say as I sit up , my hair I was using to conceal the bite marks on my neck shifting and she gasps, standing along with me, her hand flying out and pushing my hair back as I try to step back
"he BIT you?!" she shrieks.
I slap her hand away as she looks at it wide eyed.
"holy shit!" she says. "He fucking bit you! And you let him?!"
"that sex must have been soooo fucking hot" she says , mesmerized by the bite marks on my neck.
"You're a fucking freak, you know that?" I ask her.
"I'm not the one having freaky vampire sex and getting bit!" She says and I almost laugh, but just shake my head.
"Seriously though....you let him bite you Winter....or did he...did he FORCE you?" she says, suddenly turning angry.
"No." I say, quick to make sure that she doesnt get the wrong impression.
"I....I told him to do it." I say and rub the faintly sore marks on my neck.
"You....YOU asked a vampire to bite you? Whatever happened to not ever wanting to be a blood bag?" she cocks a brow.
"Will you please let this go?" i groan and turn from her.
"ummmmmmm absolutely not!" She says stalking after me through the house and up the stairs. I groan as she goes on and on about how as her sister, I HAVE to let her know how it all went down, that Im not allowed to fuck a vampire and not tell her what it was like. All of this while knowing, there was a ninety nine percent chance that Rowan was listening from across the street.
I pause in the bathroom doorway.
"I'm taking a shower." I tell her.
She slaps her hand in the doorway.
"NOT before you tell me how it was!" she whines.
I lift a hand to my face and rub it downward over my face with a grown.
"It was fucking amazing, alright?" I say.
"Literally...life changing Willa." I say, meaning it in more ways than one.
"I am soooo jealous right now....how do YOU get to be the one to fuck a vamp?" she says crossing her arms.
"Oh, just lucky I guess" I say sarcastically and she follows me into the bathroom and I roll my eyes as I push his loose joggers down off my hips and let them fall to the floor. I couldnt very well walk naked back to my house, after he'd torn my nighty , and even if he hadnt, that would be the ultimate walk of shame, walking back home right before noon in lingerie. Yeah, no thanks.
"Please tell me more" she whines.
"Willa...no" I say, growing irritated. I just wanted a hot shower. I wanted to think, or to not think , by myself.
"Oh come on, give me SOMETHING Winnie" she says and I scowl at her nickname and glare at her.
She clasps her hands together as if praying.
"I've been watching you two hate fuck each other with your eyes for TWO years Win!" she says and I roll my eyes and lift the hoodie, not at all caring about getting naked in front of her, until she gasps when I turn to open the shower door.
"HE BIT YOUR TIT!?" she rushes forward, her hand outstretched.
"do NOT grope me, you weirdo!" I say and she jerks her hand back.
"Holy shit, he bit your tit too!" she squeals.
"Oh my god, his dick game must be real fuckin good" she almost moans and I cringe.
"Ew Willa. Stop right now." I say and flip the water on.
"Tell me how it happened!" she says and I growl at her.
"no!" I argue.
"Win!" she argues and I turn to her, knowing my lunatic sister will NOT give up.
"I'm going to tell you what I want to tell you. And this one time only. Do not EVER ask me about it again, or ask for any fucking specifics." I say and she shrugs as if saying she couldnt promise me that.
I roll my eyes and step into the shower.
"It started after Madame Vale left, we kissed in his kitchen, then he carried me upstairs" I say.
"Augh, he CARRIED you?! So romantic" she swoons and I just shake my head to myself. There was nothing romantic about what Rowan and I did last night. It was completely fucking feral and animalistic.
"We did it on his bed. That's where he bit my breast. After I told him I wanted him to. Then, we did it against the wall. That's where he bit my neck. And yes, the sex was incredible. Better than any I've ever had. and when he bit me...there was so much pleasure to it, that I almost fucking cried. I think I might have...I dont know" I say as I wash my hair.
"Oh god, that's so hot" she says and I roll my eyes.
"And then what? After the wall?" she asks.
I'm silent a moment.
"Win?" she asks.
"Nothing...we just...I fell asleep after." i say.
"You what?" she asks.
"Yeah, I was just, overwhelmed and super tired, I couldnt stay awake." I say lying to my sister. I didn't need her not liking Rowan, I didn't need her worrying about the fact that he'd almost killed me, and could possbily , maybe come close to doing it again?
"Oh...well....that's anti climatic." she says and I huff a laugh.
"Sorry my getting fucked by a vampire story is so lackadasial to you. " I say.
"It's not." she says. "I would just think after two years of you both skirting around the fact that you clearly wanted to bone each others brains out, that you'd have been at it STILL right now" she says and I let out a small laugh, but the space between my legs aches, from soreness, and from want. Even though I knew the danger that had come to me last night, my body, all of me, still wanted more. and I wasnt sure if it was the fact he'd bitten me, and instilled some spell on me, or if I was just dumb enough to want to him still.
"Can I shower in peace now?" I ask her.
"Yeah, oh yeah, sorry" she says with a sigh and leaves the room.
I exhale and drop my fingers between my legs , placing one hand on the wall, letting the hot water pour over me as I tend to my clit, as it throbs harder than it ever has, my touch not enough as I continue to rub and rub, cursing, wanting to cum so fucking bad as I replay everything up until when my blood was drained. My nipples are so hard they hurt and the spots where he bit me light up with a burn as if he's sinking his teeth into bloth places at once. My imagination letting it all happen again.
"Rowan" I breathe his name. Seconds later, I cum, crying and sinking my fingers down and into myself, unable to stop, the orgasm I just had, not nearly enough, my body desperate for more, more of what I myself couldnt give it.
"You fucking bastard" I whine . His words repeat in my head,...I've listend to you everytime you cum...."You fucking asshole" I moan as I fuck myself with my fingers, hoping he fucking hears me now as I make myself cum again, letting my cry fall from my lips , and including his name as I tip over the edge once more.
Even still, it's not enough. I still want more, and I'm not sure if i'll ever be satisifed ever again, unless it involves Rowan Delmirius.